Sat, 18 Jun 2005 05:01:37 GMT

today was a family party
it was interesting?
everyone was drunk and dancing it was cute i suppose, i danced and had fun got my mind off a few things
i feel like im going to puke i had some to drink but alcholo just hurts my stomach a lot since i really dont drink all the time like a loser lol
saturday, i dont know what im doing their are family partys this whole weekend and it really sucks
i was supposed to hang out with brad? or whatever but hes at the hamptons with his dad, awesome.
travis asked to hang out, prob sure.
but than i have a family party later, whatever
at the end of the night i mostly end up being really upset, its pathetic
id love to hang out more with my friends but right now i need to get myself back together
i have been saying the wrong things and totally losing my mind
i hate journals i dont care about the comments its just fun to write

awesome

goodnight

im just not myself anymore

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 16:17:51 GMT

wow live journal, i havent had one of these in like forever.
it deff beats myspace its fun to write
well my birthday was tuesday it sucked
things suck, but are getting better
yesterday i hung out w/ marissa and jess, made my day.
today family party, awesome.
tomorrow im hanging out with brad, who is my idk anymore lol.
i have been really confused latley.
ugh i havent had a run in like 4 days, im freaking out.

i was so happy last night because of like a 2 hour phone conversation i had with him and now im all what the fuck when i wake up

imnothingwithoutyou.

briehollywood